That Feeling

That Feeling

Greetings.  Have you ever had that hate feeling to a certain someone without any apparent reason?

The answer : Yes.

Awh come on, we all arent a saint.

So it all happened to me when I first laid my eyes on him. And instantly, poof! "Yup, I hate that guy."

This one particular guy, lemme call him Buff. 

Buff has this one habit (which is not really annoying or anything but I still hate it),
which includes getting along with people that arent one of his family. You get me?
And to add to that, Buff also likes to make decision without the agreement of others. acting like he's the big boss and all.

Whenever Buff is making his decision, lemme give ya an example, Buff wanted to decorate the wall of his class with some rainbows and cupcakes and put some glitters on em too and he just asked "Do we agree to decorate this wall?" without a split second when everybody trynna open their mouth to throw an answer, "Looks like it's a yes!", said Buff.

Well this is sad. Buff isnt particularly one of the varsity-wearing, rugby-throwing, weed-smoker, beer-drinker, you get what I mean, kinda person. He's more like the down to earth kinda guy. He's a good guy, no doubt about that, but then you ask yourself : "Then why did Yuri hated him?" And then I asked you to scroll up again to read the intro.

I'm also sensing that Buff realized that I hated him. Well, obviously, when people wanted to hear my opinion, he shuts me down. And like what other fighting nations do, they shut any loop of chance their enemy have real tight. And bam! You have no chance to enter.

This also made me realize that I'm not the only guy who can scam and plan and stuff over here.
Looks like I got a new contender. 

Before I end this, please, if you're reading this, the phase where I-Really-Dont-Give-A-Shit-About-Mostly-Anything has arrived in my life. 

So I really doesnt mind whether people do read my blog or not. 

I wanna be like Jenna. Jenna Hamilton.

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Of Superpower or Mortal.

Of Superpower or Mortal.

The headline should've be "With great power, comes great responsibility."
But I just wanna mix things up so.

This week has been real hectic. Got UMNO Club Meetings, and two junior classes to be tutored. And yes, Im the tutor.

And honestly, I managed to juggle it all together thanks to nothing. 

And recently, my batchmates wanted to organize some Family Day with games and picnic in the open field beside El-Baron the cakehouse. And boy how surprised am I when Risha told me I should've been chosen to be the director.

Thank God that never happened! My plate is full! 

and also the position for the Discipline Officer? Thank, but no,  thanks.

The thing that I learn in this week is, if you're not capable enough or aint got no time to do it, then dont take it. Or else,  people're gonna view you different. I mean, in a slightly bad perspective. I feel sorry for that kinda person.

They say experience is the best teacher, hell right they are! 

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Offspring of My Stress

Offspring of My Stress

Everybody got their own stress. Perhaps from the studies, pressure of work, dateline getting near, highschool being a bitch, or even your cat died.

Well mine was quite the obvious from the last post.

So as the result of that, Im having the worst breakout of my life.

Zits.

 And no, for those who are watching MTV's Awkward, this is not a kiss blisters or herpes.

I'm definitely free STD.

All the zits are lining up under the angle of mandible, which leaves me wondering, are they trying to hurt me secretly without making it obvious to everybody? 

Like in the situation of you having the worst fight with your better half but you gotta act all happy couple during a party. 

The medical supply to fight this breakout is getting depleted, and the bank? Already depleted like humanity in the Israel.

 Trust me, this stress right now Im having is directly continuous from the study week last week. Thanks to that jerk.

But whatever it is, Im struggling to juggle between making my notes, updating this blog, revising and teaching other students, UMNO Club meetings, learning French, cooking and not mentioning working out. 

My plate's sorta full already. Boom goes my social life.

And yes, I have been distancing myself for the past, IDK, from the start of this new semester? Yup.

But this is just another phase Im going through. Like the S-Phase a cell going through after mitotic division, yes, exactly like me. the Silent Phase.

Maybe this silence I'm practicing is probably for the best. Im trying to NOT to know any or every gossip here, as last year, I almost destroyed the life of my friend. He almost stopped from studying here. Lucky I act fast and save the situation, just like what you should do in the case of Thyrotoxic Storm.

And yes, my neck( ironically) is a mess. i pray to God my gland to stop clogging and breaking out again. 

What are you, Prison Breaking?

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The Wheel of Life

The Wheel of Life

We all know that life is like a wheel. I know, it;s kinda cheesy right? But bear in mind, wheels doesnt have any endings or upper part and lower part.

So my side of the story today is about my life. It's pretty screwed right now, all thanks to my pere.

We all know living without money is crazy hard. Esp when they come from a cheapskate
pere.
Just because I picked him up one hour and half late from his class, 
he raged up all the way to hell for like what, 3 months now?

And I was like, "You're joking right?"I dont really know where he got the idea of punishing 
his petit garcon by halting the argent from flowing into the bank account.
And I was really suffocated. Literally. 
How can one survive without food? or books?

Hell, I even gotta borrow my friend's money to pay for my fees, 
JUST BECAUSE MY FATHER DID NOT GIVE ME ANY MONEY.

Im not saying from the richiebitch point of view, Im sayin this from a poor broke
hobo guy point of view.

The essentiality to grow up from what has happened is DESPERATELY needed in the event. 
En plus, he said I have to apologize first then I can talk to him. 
Abordable, I apologized before I left the car at the KLIA, and then I apologized again 
before I went down The Escalator, and he said I needed to apologize. 
What gives?

With some of my cranky savings in here and there pocket pants kinda bank, 
I managed to topup my phone and subscribedBlackberry Internet Service. 
Wanna know how poor I am?I only subscribed for one day. That's all. 
And the I apologize to him ONCE AGAIN, and he aint replying.This has got to stop. 

You need to grow up. That's what you need to do.

I thought family first. That's a bullshit.

So this is the part where my life turned from awesome roller -coaster ride, to rock bottom. 

And I dont see the way out yet. 

If only I'm a doctor by now.

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